its been a 5yrs since I wrote a part of me in this blog, and I was amazed on how crazy I am or how risk or clever I am in making a decision, But still I am proud to say that I am brave enough to take risk before, but today exacly 5yrs since I started bloging, I found my self in a change. I was touched on how my past self really fight for the love, for heart, and for the person I put have put in my all effort just to be with her, But today I felt the weakness inside me, I do not have the courage to to still fight because of the tragedy the risk have given to me. To the Star, to the Love, to the girl I have loved entirely in collge, I miss you.. I am hoping, and still dreaming to be with you forever, I know it is a forbidden love since our religion is the farthest distance between us. Im back to my self 5yrs ago, the what if's days. I am more afraid of making mistake this time coz I am protecting you, I always want you to be happy and I never dreamed of hurting you, so the best decision and the decision that will enable the pain to hurt less is going away, but still I am afraid to do it, because my heart wants to be with you, because I have loved you.. I love you Myra Donne